I've quit my job, lost 30lbs and cut off my beautiful long hair. I'm a little shell shocked, to say the least.
All of it feels new to me. All of it is scary. I appreciate my friends rallying around me. I am humbled by the outpouring of love and support, but still I'm in this by myself. . . . .all by myself. I feel like I am on auto pilot, just doing what I'm supposed to do - look for another job, keep losing weight, wait for my hair to grow back. It's all very otherworldly.
I'm lost.
All of it feels new to me. All of it is scary. I appreciate my friends rallying around me. I am humbled by the outpouring of love and support, but still I'm in this by myself. . . . .all by myself. I feel like I am on auto pilot, just doing what I'm supposed to do - look for another job, keep losing weight, wait for my hair to grow back. It's all very otherworldly.
I'm lost.

1 Comments:
When one is lost, it's potentially a chance to forge a new path.
Things will come back together very soon, my friend.
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