I've quit my job, lost 30lbs and cut off my beautiful long hair. I'm a little shell shocked, to say the least.

All of it feels new to me. All of it is scary. I appreciate my friends rallying around me. I am humbled by the outpouring of love and support, but still I'm in this by myself. . . . .all by myself. I feel like I am on auto pilot, just doing what I'm supposed to do - look for another job, keep losing weight, wait for my hair to grow back. It's all very otherworldly.

I'm lost.